If Only . . .

I was thinking about "if only(ies)" today. Now, my solid theological training (thanks Dad and Mom!) tells me that God doesn't work that way and He's got my future planned. But sometimes, it's fun to think about if only . . . .

If only I was married . . . I'd see my sin more. :)

If only I was a mommy . . . I'd have sweet babies of my own to cuddle (and discipline!)

If only I could homeschool my children . . . I'd get to unveil the mysteries of teaching more than one grade at a time.

If only I could adopt babies from Africa . . . they need mommies and daddies, too

If only I could visit Uganda again . . . I'd move there if I could commute home for weekends, holidays, and summer vacation.

If only I could live as a missionary wife in a closed country . . . yeah, I know this one isn't normal. I think my mom must pray daily for me to be single just to avoid this one. Just kidding Mom!

If only I could realize how blessed I am even though I don't have these things I "want". They would be the top of my "bucket list", but I'm glad to rest in the assurance that my heavenly Father knows what I need and will give me exactly what is best for me each moment.

Delight yourself also in the LORD,And He shall give you the desires of your heart. Psalm 37:4